Wanted to post this on 4/5/2017 but i stopped myself from posting. HAHA as i was feeling better yesterday . Below is what i wanna post . haha don't judge me wor.
"This few days, my feelings are damn bad. argh cos i am really sick of studying , really thought of giving up and quit school and just go work but i alr in my year 2, shouldnt have even enter uni la.. i nvr regret entering UOL, it is my feeling that defeated me, i feel sad and angry about myself about me losing myself. I DONT WANT TO LOSE MYSELF.. quarrelled with my dad few days back, i guess this is what triggered my feelings that made me cry.. haven been crying sia then suddenly cry..
my habit is bad keep going insta or fb or watching drama. I wish i can throw my phone oooo..(HAHA).
I miss my grandparents... everytime i see funeral procession, i feel like crying "
As of today, I am better and feeling positive :)
Got to thank my sister , #bestsisterever . I wanted to go to Home Team Festival and i requested from my bro to pass me tickets for it. going tmr , At the start, my sis said she doesn't want to go. I wanted to go as I wanna relieve my feeling from studying... since I am grounded from going out, i might as well go to places that are near to me.... not really grounded la i still go parkway HAHA since it is the nearest shopping mall from my home.. somehow after my sis told me she wanna go with me, my feelings turned better for good. and i was feeling happy. I thanked her for being the best sister. And she told me to study hard! Haha i will! sure will! :) (just hope i dont fail any) I was able to concentrate on studying ytd. Thanks god, phew... if not i die until nowhere le. you know that kind of feeling that you felt lost in studying, doesn't even wanna touch the notes and start reading... wasn't like this but probably the waiting was too long.
(this got to be the worst exam schedule) 4 papers in 1 week
15 May- Managerial Econs & Management Maths exams
18 May- Financial Reporting
19 May- Financial Management
