Bad headache yesterday

Had a bad headache yesterday.. right after the lecture... guess havent have a good sleep.

Went home straight to sleep right after the lecture. Was supposed to go shopping with my mum in afternoon, end up going in the evening right after i rested well. Thanks mum for always 迁就 me😊😊

Then today assignment submission and class test. Woke up early to complete it and class test wasnt prepared too as ytd i was too sick.. but is ok the test fail also nvm HAHAHA.
Hate to be so weak...  sleep solves everything!!

SERIOUSLY TOO TIRED

HI

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESSICA BRAHMS

LAZY TO POST THE PIC THAT WE TOOK YTD

ANYWAYS, ITS IN MY INSTA!

WE 18 PPL BOUGHT IPAD FOR JESSICA! SO... JESSICA....YOU BETTER USE THE IPAD WISELY!!!

I AM GLAD THAT I AM ABLE TO SURPRISE YOU! HEHE. COS SHE DOESNT KNOW I WILL BE GOING TO HER BIRTHDAY DINNER! HENCE,SHE WAS SHOCKED THAT I WAS THERE WITH THE REST.... HAHAHA

DOUBT SHE WILL READ MY BLOG... ZZZ I AM JUST TRYING TO ENTERTAIN MYSELF COS I GOT TIRED SAYING MY THINGS TO FRIENDS LIAO.....

I THINK THEY ALSO THINK I SIAO ALR.

TRUTHLY, I FELT LIKE I AM CRAZY...SOMETIMES MY BRAIN ALSO GOT PROBLEM LE. I CANNOT THINK PROPERLY . TOO MANY THINGS IN MY BRAIN .

I NEED A MASSAGE!!!!
MY SHOULDERS ARE SERIOUSLY FEELING SOUR. HAIZ MUST BE COS I SLEEP ON THE FLOOR. THE FLOOR IS JUST SO COMFY FOR ME.

SLEEPING ON THE FLOOR IS NO GOOD.

I FEEL MY BODY IS WEAK. I WILL GET COLD EASILY. SOMETIMES I DOESNT NEED THE FAN TO SLEEP.
AND THEN MY BRO AND SIS THINK I CRAZY COS THEY NEED THE FAN.

THIS MONTH, I CRIED TWICE....

AND.. I FEEL STUPID FOR CRYING. I AM JUST TOO WEAK.. NEED TO BE STRONG.


BYE GUYS.

THIS SHOW IS NICE!!!
AT THE START, I ONLY LISTEN TO THEIR SONGS !!!
THEN... I WAS SO TEMPTED TO WATCH THE SHOW COS OF THIS TWO!!

I miss my grandparents. Both parents' sides are not around anymore. That made me feel that life is fragile. So, cherish on your loved ones. My indonesia side grandparents, my grandma will always say i am silly when i visited them. I miss her saying that to me...
I have seen my parents feeling sad over them. When i see them feeling sad, i also will feel even duper sad but i am not the kind that will show out my sadness... u guys can see me always laughing smiling  , well i prefer to be like that than showing my sadness... instead i prefer to spam my close friend YuJing Hahaha somehow we sync easily and always have the same opinions and thoughts. 😎 2 years back, when my  grandma passed away, she was 91. Her maid cried so badly and will even dreamt of grandpa coming to find grandma. Glad she is doing well. Hence, i hope my parents know that even if their parents are not around, there is still us children around to rely on. The reason why i always play jokes with my family at home is cos i love them a lot and treasure the time we have. Always saying my sis is cute cos she is really cute to me and she is really the best sister. She is independent and manage her time well that i aspire to be. . She dare to go out watch movie and eat Astons alone as she said she wan her alone time. Well, i nvr try to watch movie alone and go volunteering alone without friends. But she is cute, she slways spam me messages when she is alone HAHAHA though sometimes she will scold me as she is a fierce tiger!😁 but still cute lol!!!. my bro, i always disturb him. If you ever see my young photo, u will see most of the photos , i always hug my sis and bro when they were a baby and my laughter photos...i guess i like hugging ppl!!! Now i wan hug them, they dont wan me hug alr.😟😰  and my dad,The way my dad sometimes act, is like a child's act so i will be sad that he is growing old ! But... as we grow older, he will also will grow older. Well this is life ya...

I know i like you but .... i cant feel you. Totally. 😞💩💩

告白气球!!!

A night without sleeping

Good morning!

Too many commitments that i cant promise.
Very sorry to my parents..  when they wanna go out have dinner with me , i am not free. When i free, they not free. 😐😐 but they told me that i better study hard ah.  Okay i will hahaha.

My good friends, i am sorry, was the one that said about going adventure cove and this gonna take very long to be happen... 😖

Sometimes i feel suffocated with the things i have... my brain cannot process properly hahahaha so when ppl ask me things, like where is this and that, my brain cannot process, brain dead😅😅..dk is it cos i watch too much shows? Been watching shows everyday too much.

Crazy me

I THINK I AM CRAZY OMG BUT I FINALLY WATCHED THESE HK DRAMA FINISH !!!!
CRAZY SAT AND SUN BY CATCHING UP FINISH THE EPISODES. FINALLY FINISH!!!

WENT TO CUT HAIR TODAY, .. CANT STAND MY HAIR ANYMORE . LIKE A FINALLY. HAHA JESSICA ASK IF I GET AGITATED BY WHAT THING , WHY SUDDENLY CUT SHORT HAIR. AHAHA. ASK THE AUNTIE I DONT WAN TO CUT UNTIL SO SHORT BUT ANYWAYS SHE STILL DO IT  HAIZ. NVM JUST LET IT GO!!!

Saturday

That moment you were sleeping. .which i slept at 11pm last night..phone with 2% and worry that my alarm clock will not ring the next day due to low battery...  then in the middle of the night, you were awaken by the lights in the living room and thought that you were late for school..... thats me....zzZZZ MY BRO WAS PLAYING COM in the middle of the night & i thought it was my mum that woke up early , not knowing the time, i woke up to my shock due to the lights and went out from my room to check the clock and what time it is.. it was 2am+. So i went back to sleep.  

谢谢你

“谢谢你”（词：潇彬，曲：文颖秋） 曾听过很多难听的话 幸运的是我没被打垮 其实没有他们说的那么差 现实并不能让我趴下 我拥有一个温暖的家 她告诉我爱有多强大 她让最黯淡的过往开出了花 微笑是面对人生最好的办法 谢谢你 那些命运给的惩罚 谢谢你 所有关心不论真假 谢谢你 那些过得去那些过不去的伤疤 它在提醒我 这是成长的代价 谢谢你 那些匿名给的牵挂 谢谢你 不管好的坏的都罢 谢谢你 那些鼓励我那些看轻我的人啊 我都谢谢你 让我能重新出发 哪怕前方有再多的嘲笑声 哪怕回忆有多疼 我都不会放弃 最初的梦 wo~~ 谢谢你 那些命运给的惩罚 谢谢你 所有关心不论真假 谢谢你 那些过得去那些过不去的伤疤 它在提醒我 这是成长的代价

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UmOqtG8iyyA