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Never felt so lost

I have never felt this lost tbh, it started ever since the preparation of the examinations....HAIZ SO LOST

this song definitely describe how I have been feeling all this while...

is it coz u don't talk to me anymore?

Better

Wanted to post this on 4/5/2017 but i stopped myself from posting. HAHA as i was feeling better yesterday . Below is what i wanna post . haha don't judge me wor.

"This few days, my feelings are damn bad. argh cos i am really sick of studying , really thought of giving up and quit school and just go work but i alr in my year 2, shouldnt have even enter uni la.. i nvr regret entering UOL, it is my feeling that defeated me, i feel sad and angry about myself about me losing myself. I DONT WANT TO LOSE MYSELF..  quarrelled with my dad few days back, i guess this is what triggered my feelings that made me cry.. haven been crying sia then suddenly cry..

my habit is bad keep going insta or fb or watching drama. I wish i can throw my phone oooo..(HAHA).

I miss my grandparents... everytime i see funeral procession, i feel like crying "

As of today, I am better and feeling positive :)
Got to thank my sister , #bestsisterever . I wanted to go to Home Team Festival and i requested from my bro to pass me tickets for it. going tmr , At the start, my sis said she doesn't want to go. I wanted to go as I wanna relieve my feeling from studying... since I am grounded from going out, i might as well go to places that are near to me.... not really grounded la i still go parkway HAHA since it is the nearest shopping mall from my home.. somehow after my sis told me she wanna go with me, my feelings turned better for good. and i was feeling happy. I thanked her for being the best sister. And she told me to study hard! Haha i will! sure will! :) (just hope i dont fail any) I was able to concentrate on studying ytd. Thanks god, phew... if not i die until nowhere le. you know that kind of feeling that you felt lost in studying, doesn't even wanna touch the notes and start reading... wasn't like this but probably the waiting was too long. 

(this got to be the worst exam schedule) 4 papers in 1 week
15 May- Managerial Econs & Management Maths exams 
18 May- Financial Reporting
19 May- Financial Management

16 more days

this song above so emo right... but it soothes my feeling HAHA. hope one day there is chance for me to sing this in k session HAHAHA but that will be alone ba if not my friends sure think i so emo 

Time really flies so fast. To be honest, I felt that I shouldn't have enter to study uni.. as sometimes i felt myself so slack and dont wanna study and i watch my dramas instead for a very long period but i enjoy some parts of the modules and really love it. But as I thought that since this is the course I love , i must push myself to make sure I can pass as I do not want to disappoint anyone. 

16 more days!
the thought of having 2 papers on 15 May made me worry. and followed by 18 and 19 May.

jiayous dako!!

Came across  皮肤都干了2 from ling big yong on youtube and watched last night.. Gave me so much laughter hehe. Have been watching his videos since dk when.. 

This song nice :)

Prelims over! But everything is not over yet....

HI I AM BACK!!!


I WAS SO HAPPY LAST SATURDAY AFTER FR PAPER ENDED AND I LEFT EARLY AS USUAL..I AM SO GLAD FOR MYSELF,


as i told myself i will go for all prelim papers even though i know i will fail but i will still go for it! Why not right.. i pay school fees for it.  I did it!!!! Well during my 1st year, i didn't went for my PBF paper because.....i only studied 1 chapter? i felt really regretted not studying more chapters at that time. Well, i know people will say, its just prelims only and it does not justify anything..It justify how much i have fared and how well i have prepared and there are still majority of people going for prelims and i wanna be the majority, i don't wanna felt like a loser/failure again for not going for the prelims. Always felt like a loser for not going.. I don't wanna be crying again to be honest. I wanna be brave. 2017 is the year i gonna be making changes to myself!

LAST SATURDAY AFTER FR PAPER, I FELT SO HAPPY HAPPY AND SMILING COS ITS OVER!!!!! THEN STARTED TO BINGE WATCHING DRAMAS NON STOP FOR 3 DAYS??? TILL YTD...

TODAY WENT OUT WITH MY SOULMATE, TAY YUJING!!!
AM so happy to see you after so many months waiting for u to meet me!!!
hehehe..

I shall talk more again soon! gonna do my godsis project powerpoint!!

JIAYOUS TO myself!


2 more months to HORRIBLE finals?~~

Sometimes i felt so annoyed by old ppl.... ARGH.....
not all old ppl but some.
There this auntie , she always ask me about my family stuff when she doesnt even know my family ARGH keep asking about my bro sis and my grandma flat selling.

She is so busybody tbh is so frustrating leh... can ask what my bro will be doing after NS? She like ask so many times everytime i bump into her. What can my bro do if he doesnt like to study ..just go out and work la. There is nth i can do T.T

Argh...then my grandma thingy too.  Haiz i have enough of this asking questions... i been settling my grandma selling flat stuff and i learnt that there doesnt need to find an agent for selling flat.

I need a break man and i cant wait for May to be over and that will be my freedom!!!

我不願讓你一個人 ....

this is what i wanna say.......haiz

i am so tired trying to balance my life - school, family, social life

sometimes my family and friends give me too much stress and it is somemore not related to studies. 

the thing i am lacking is time. and times like my mood making me no mood to study and i turned to watching dramas to reduce my sadness.... argh. why i like that....

And sister is so determined in her studies , well she is really the best, i am sorry that i did not give u any mature thinking..always being childish just cos i love you HAHA T.T but you are really the best sister i had, irreplaceable.. :)

All the best to me!!!! I WILL CONQUER YOU!

Good day (cousin wedding today!!) ;))

OMG. my family was late for the tea ceremony for my cousin's morning tea wedding today.

in the end, nvr jing cha sia.

But i am so happy for their wedding!! :)

Marriage is a happy thing man!!! WOOHOO!!

HERE INTRODUCING MY ALL TIME FAV THAI SONG FROM LOVE SICK THE SERIES DRAMA!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HwK0p04BsD4&list=FLN9thstE5W2NoiC1V9OiOfQ&index=35

Though today like emo, have a h2h talk with Jessica today...about us getting old and old. yeah old. 

The thought of it made me .... fear.........

but tbh, you and yujing really my best of the best friends HAHAHA. Last time complain so much things to you all, you guys willing to listen thanks so much! i learnt to be mature now. 

HAHAHA. though Jessica, sometimes i really get annoyed by your punctuality, but you are still my bff la  & this will never change forever. I am glad that you said to me you will study hard! SO DO IT, I SUPPORT YOU!!!  DONT THINK SHE WILL READ THIS ANYWAYS. 

WANT GO  BANGKOK TOGETHER RIGHT? LETS PASS OUR EXAMS OKAY :)) 

New year, new beginnings

HI...

Well... today quite emo HAHAHA. i realised sometimes i can get so emo T.T  but well everybody will get sad sometimes right! Last time i keep complaining stuffs to my friends but now i got mature enough to not keep annoy my friends! So ya, So sometimes closest friend like Jessica will feel weird that i nvr talk to her HAHAHA.

I have a habit of not texting ppl for a day or even replying . there are times where i dont feel like talking to ppl & but i can scroll fb/insta/twitter .

I lost interest in FM . tbh. trying to get back the interest!
I dont wan to hate you de, FM. T.T i need to have some interest in you , FM!!!

ARGH.



here is a song : :)

So sick

OMG I AM SO SICK SINCE YTD AND I STILL GO OUT THE WHOLE DAY..

FLU+COUGH+HEADACHE.
ARGH..
BUT I STILL DRAG MYSELF TO SCHOOL..
HENG MORNING LESSON ONLY AND I GONNA HEAD BACK HOME TO SEE DOCTOR AND SLEEP!!!!